2013 the year of ????

Well here we are almost 3 months into 2013 and I can honestly say it has already been one hell of a let down.  I know thing cant possibly stay this way for ever but who knows. In case you don't know me very well I am a survivor I will get past anything thrown at me.. and I usually do it alone.. I ask for very little help if any from anyone. I will have been out of work for almost 3 1/2 years  now .. I had the foresight to get long term disability insurance to cover my financial  responsibilities. I haven't used any state, federal , or local  assistance. funny thing is if you need it you cant get it. But  I guess I don't know how to work the system.  Plus I am too honest . But the funny thing is when someone goes to get health insurance after his CObra is  up .  It cost 2 times as much as the cobra and doesn't include vision,dental, or Prescription coverage. I tell you I am not a fan of this Obama care that is my personal opinion, But there needs to be some serious reform in our health care system.. You want me to eat super healthy make a Salad .99cents and a cheese burger 5.99 . Where does that make sense that we are suppose to eat healthy ,but they make it so expensive that you can't afford to do it . I am on a limited budget since they raised the rates on my Cobra and my house payment. It is rare that I complain but this is total bullshot. I ask for just alittle help to make it buy for just a few months until I can get my stuff all squared away . But so may idiots abused the system that there are no exceptions , go figure. This year is coming with some very tough decisions, ones that I am not thrilled with but must be done. What I am referring to is that my daughter and I are moving back to Indiana sometime by the end of the year. Reason: Personal Family stuff, that is about as much as I am gonna put on a public forum. We have lived in TN nearly 11 years and we have loved every minute of it .We have made many many many friends and family here. It will be hard to move so far away.  But hey I am giving some of my southern family  a reason to come to yankeeville  LOL . As many of you know I take great care and pride in raising my daughter to be the best she can be. I believe that I am fulfilling that to the best of my ability and no mater what my condition or disability  I will continue to make sure that my little genius excels at everything. So with all of my ranting and raving over with I would like to make sure that we get to spend some time  with everyone down here before we go. Again it will be toward the end of the year , but I want to make the most of it while we can . For those who are reading my blog for the first time I have meinieres disease which doesn't allow me to work . I am going to have surgery in the future to take care of my severe attacks, but I will  have to go through therapy and rehab for the rest of my life. And my dizzy Dr. say no to work. so yee haw... So ladies and gentleman  until next time  stay strong and smile at least once a day it helps trust me.