The UPs and DownS. the start of 2012

Well I know that  I should be writing on this a lot more often than I have been. But I guess sometimes even the best of us get caught up in the thinking game and loose our way. As for the Holidays my daughter and I had a great time up in IN. I do feel bad I didn't get to see the people that I wanted to. I feel bad about it but I was ill the last part of my vacation up there. I  am greatfull for the family and friends that I have. So now on to 2012 with a new set of challenges on top of the one that I already have. But hey whats new right we all have problems. Well the great thing about having a blog is I can complain about them. I was recently terminated from my job due to being out too long on medical leave. This isn't a surprise I was expecting this sooner or later. The doctor and I have discussed my situation earlier this month and he knows whats going on and he has decided to disable me. So in the mean time I have to go on COBRA, now if any one has had to pay this they know it is extremely expensive. And trying to get replacement insurance has been crazy difficult . Oh buy the way the law that says insurance company's cant deny you cause of pre-existing conditions .....well that doesn't go into effect until 2014, oh joy . so I am faced with the fact that I have either a waiting period or a stupid high rate . So it comes to some difficult choices. OH yeah the doctor wants me to have brain surgery to try to fix my vertigo... like how i slipped that in there lol.. Some of the difficult decisions that I may have to make is to move back to IN.  Now most of you know I would really rather not move back. So there is the skinny all good not bad.  Well I guess its all in how you look at it. OH how I need a smoke ...its a good thing that I am too lazy to go get a pack.. So i have resorted to Playing video Games.....Muwahahahhaa........ I love my daughter ,she is just one of the most awesome kids I know.. I am now entering the teenage hormone phase of life... It is a good thing that I am already crazy.. lol all you parents out there know what I mean...  MOM and DAD I sorry for giving you the grey hair, but did you really have to give me that curse. ( I hope your children are just like you when you have them) lol .. you got me  there lol... I shall leave you with this "THERE IS NOTHING IN LIFE THAT CAN'T BE SOLVE WITH THE SAME TOOLS TO WIN A VIDEO GAME. EITHER SHOOT IT ,BLOW IT UP, USE A LIGHT SABER, OR THE FORCE ON IT"    MAY THE FORCE  BE WITH YOU....(by the way I don't have a gun or explosives, but i do have a Light Saber lol)