Time and other stuff

Time is the most valuable thing in everyone's lives, because you always loose it and can never get it back. So do we make the most of what we have? I try but due to things beyond my control it makes it very difficult. I should call more of my family more often , like my Aunts and Uncles or at least chat with them on Facebook. But in our society people are so busy its hard to get 5 mins of someones time anymore. Plus the fact that if you get me going I can talk for ever.. that's what happens when your couped up in a house all the time.. But lets face it one of the things I like to do is talk ....sorry I was born with diarrhea of the mouth and I tend to debate people on things. This isn't done intentionally all the time , but the way my brain works is I seek information . I tend to ask questions to clarify and end up offending or making people mad. There are a very few people who can stand or know how to handle me when this begins.. I really don't go out with the intention to upsetting or offending  anyone.  Your belief  is yours, same as your opinion regardless if I agree or not. That and the fact that my brain runs faster than my mouth it is sometimes hard for people to understand what I am trying say. So if I offend you , I am sorry this is not my intention. I have been trying to learn to keep my mouth shut to allow other people to convey their points but my brain kicks in to overdrive when they cross a topic that I want to chime in on. I am a thinker , I think a lot . Some times about crazy stuff , sometime about serious stuff. My parents raised me to be an individual , and at sometimes I take that to the extreme. Some things you may not know about me. 1. I do have a college degree its in computer science and networking. 2. I am a huge history buff, I love learning more details about parts of history that they didn't teach you in school. 3. I am at some times a weird nerd who likes to act like I am 25 trapped in a 40 year old body.  4. I dress the way I dress not to impress but because its comfortable, the only reason I dont wear my star wars pajama pants out in public is  because my daughter would beat me in my sleep. 5. I USE TO HAVE HAIR AND LOTS OF IT ALL RED , MY DAUGHTER STOLE IT FROM ME. This is just a few of the things that make me a genuine one of a kind. The reason that I do the things I do act the way I act is because when you have time you shouldn't waste it on worrying all the time or being mad or what ever else is keeping you from living. I LOVE WHO  I AM.  Take or leave it . 

Stay Strong 

And Smile Everyday

ZOMBIES ZOMBIES ZOMBIES

As many of you that talk to me I always say that I am preparing for the zombie apocalypse . Well to tell you the truth I am just preparing for any situation that come about. As we have seen in past years natural  disasters, or terrorist dangers have plagued us. These danger will always be just around the corner. Even the government F.E.M.A suggest that everyone have a "bug out bag" in case an emergency occurs. http://www.ready.gov/build-a-kit   This is the link. We should all be prepared ,no offense but you can not count on the government to always save  you.  This is why I have my prepping stuff around . I also believe that there could be some unforeseen event that could happen in the future. Always be prepared that is something that I try to instill into my daughter. Or you could use that old saying "better to have it and not need it , then to need it  and not have it" But using the Zombie Apocalypse is a way more fun to use as an excuse to prepare. So everyone should take the time to prepare for an emergency "Just In Case"

SO , PEACE, LOVE, AND CHICKEN GREASE

Until the next time
Stay strong, and Smile Everyday

2013 the year of ????

Well here we are almost 3 months into 2013 and I can honestly say it has already been one hell of a let down.  I know thing cant possibly stay this way for ever but who knows. In case you don't know me very well I am a survivor I will get past anything thrown at me.. and I usually do it alone.. I ask for very little help if any from anyone. I will have been out of work for almost 3 1/2 years  now .. I had the foresight to get long term disability insurance to cover my financial  responsibilities. I haven't used any state, federal , or local  assistance. funny thing is if you need it you cant get it. But  I guess I don't know how to work the system.  Plus I am too honest . But the funny thing is when someone goes to get health insurance after his CObra is  up .  It cost 2 times as much as the cobra and doesn't include vision,dental, or Prescription coverage. I tell you I am not a fan of this Obama care that is my personal opinion, But there needs to be some serious reform in our health care system.. You want me to eat super healthy make a Salad .99cents and a cheese burger 5.99 . Where does that make sense that we are suppose to eat healthy ,but they make it so expensive that you can't afford to do it . I am on a limited budget since they raised the rates on my Cobra and my house payment. It is rare that I complain but this is total bullshot. I ask for just alittle help to make it buy for just a few months until I can get my stuff all squared away . But so may idiots abused the system that there are no exceptions , go figure. This year is coming with some very tough decisions, ones that I am not thrilled with but must be done. What I am referring to is that my daughter and I are moving back to Indiana sometime by the end of the year. Reason: Personal Family stuff, that is about as much as I am gonna put on a public forum. We have lived in TN nearly 11 years and we have loved every minute of it .We have made many many many friends and family here. It will be hard to move so far away.  But hey I am giving some of my southern family  a reason to come to yankeeville  LOL . As many of you know I take great care and pride in raising my daughter to be the best she can be. I believe that I am fulfilling that to the best of my ability and no mater what my condition or disability  I will continue to make sure that my little genius excels at everything. So with all of my ranting and raving over with I would like to make sure that we get to spend some time  with everyone down here before we go. Again it will be toward the end of the year , but I want to make the most of it while we can . For those who are reading my blog for the first time I have meinieres disease which doesn't allow me to work . I am going to have surgery in the future to take care of my severe attacks, but I will  have to go through therapy and rehab for the rest of my life. And my dizzy Dr. say no to work. so yee haw... So ladies and gentleman  until next time  stay strong and smile at least once a day it helps trust me.