What you may or may not know

I though that i would touch a subject that I think some people don't understand. There is a lot of people that look at me and don't see anything wrong or they have never seen me have a dizzy attack. Well there is a reason for that . I have learned over the last year in a half how to deal with my attacks. I choose not to draw attention to my small attacks that is why no one sees them. And the fact that only a few people have seen me at my worst which is not pretty I usually have my worst attacks at home where I prefer to have them out of site of everyone as I don't like the attention they bring. So just cause you never see me have a dizzy spell doesn't mean i don't have them. To all my friends they have never doubted me cause they have been here when I have had one . The reason I bring this subject up is my  mother was telling me .a story about Micheal J Fox. and I though about it. In our lives we really don't know what people are going through in their live unless they choose to share. Then we really can never grasp the full extent unless you have walked in their shoes. Now I know that someone out in the world has it way worse than I do. I have learned to accept the situation that i am in and try to look at the positive in this .. I know that its hard for people to see the positive in this. It is hard at times , But i have been blessed with the most amazing family and friends that anyone could ask for. So the next time you see some who is disabled and they look fine to you , just remember they may choose not to let you see their true struggles in life. I was brought up to be the one to help everyone ,not the one to ask for help. It has been a very humbling experience. I'm still having a shit ass time with this but i am a fighter and i will always keep moving forward no matter good or bad.